She told me to believe in myself and be bold and I was. I took a month off work. I wrote a book. I tried to get it published. And I failed. I failed to become a writer.
I don't think you can say you've failed to achieve something until you're dead. Or until you've tried everything; and you haven't really tried everything until you've died. So you might have given up, but you certainly haven't failed.
You should be bolder. When life doesn't work out the way you want it, it's not a sign you should give up, it's a sign you should be bolder.
I think your main lesson is courage. I think you need to embrace being totally courageous. When you've really done that you'll achieve your purpose. When you take on and triumph your challenges you'll be rewarded with the life you long for.
If a publisher simply accepted your book, that wouldn't have required any more courage from you.
You need to keep stepping into life until you couldn't be any more courageous. I think you'll discover that your true happiness comes from being the bravest, most glorious being you can be.
It's time to take another courageous step. To start becoming the magnificent woman you were put on this earth to be.
Menna Van Praag
Bolder and more courageous I shall be!